im hooked.....
It's never enough to say I'm sorry
It's never enough to say I care
But I'm caught between what you wanted from me
And knowing that if I give that to you
I might just disappear
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
It's never enough to say I love you
No, it's never enough to say I try
It's hard to believe
That's theres no way out for you and me
And it seems to be the story of our lives
Nobody wins when everyone's losing
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I'm starting to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
There's still time to turn this around
You could building this up instead of tearing it down
But I keep thinking
Maybe it's too late
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, I can't change your mind
I know it's like trying to turn around on a one way street
I can't give you what you want
And it's killing me
And I, I finally see
Maybe we're not meant to be
It's like one step forward and two steps back
No matter what I do you're always mad
And I, baby I'm sorry to see
Maybe we're not meant to be
onto Not Meant To Be - Theory Of A Deadman. (!!!)
beautiful lyrics. :)
CANT WAIT FOR SLEEPOVER AT JK'S HSE W 2/4!
but aye, im still coughing away.
ITS BEEN SO LONG BUT THE COUGH IS DAMN PERSISTENT.
damnit.
ohyes...
im currently done w the bidding of modules for semester1.
dont knw if im lucky or what, i actually got all my bids successfully. LOL.
so im gna hv a 3 day week as i planned. (!!!!!!!)
wednesdays & fridays are currently free.
xiong days are monday and thurs.
esp monday, which i feel abit daunted abt. lol.
lessons start at 8.30, all the way till 3.15 with only 15mins break in btwn.
(screaming in my mind: THEN WHEN'S LUNCH RIGHT???)
hahah.
& im supposed to actually use the 15mins to move from accountancy sch to econs sch. NOT V NEAR LAH. -.-
this leaves me w....
getting ready all my cornflakes, lunchbox & snacks then. :)
i left the Caretalyst (CIP) Camp earlier cause of my worsening cough...
left on the 2nd night so i didnt get to go to the houses of the old folks to clean up & repaint their houses. but on the 2nd day we went to Charis, a studentcare centre for low family income kids...
the entire thg turned out qt funny.
we had to do up a modified version of Three Little Pigs skit to teach them the importance of saving up, recognizing their needs & wants...
so we started planning & distributing roles.
i became the straw house because everyone kind of agreed tht i had this nua vibe w me. (?!?!)
"ohyah, you look very strawy!"
"yes, you look like straw leh!"
RIGHT.
hahaha.
at Charis, other than the skit we went on w playing other games like Blow Wind Blow & Masak Masak Game with them.
i felt this Generation Gapzzz w them cause i really didnt knw what is Nintendo DS.
i've always thought Nintendo DS & PSP are the same thg.
and i got laughed at when i asked the kids what's DS. (....)
the little girls called me and huimin pretty jiejies ok.
whoosh. ;x
and Zhiwei/Keith (my facil) said if i werent wearing the caretalyst shirt,
i look like one of the kids there.
SHEESH.
we had to write our names on masking tape & paste it on our shirts.
& at the end of the day when we're leaving, the kids decided to paste theirs on my shirt.
so i had this collection of masking tape names.
SHALL POST THE PICS OF IT LATER (:
ah, despite all of these...
I. Dont. Want. To. Start. School.
